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Name: Lam
Location: Malaysia
Birthday: 11/28/1986
Gender: Male


Interests: Playing guitar, go online, chit chatting on the phone for hours, making noise.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 7/13/2003

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Wednesday, September 24, 2003

Gentlemen...............good night...................

Ladies...............good morning............hehehe........


Doing my exam trials now, but what the heck? I don't give a damn about it...nah, just kidding, I'm just relaxing my mind now. So, what's been up in your everyday life? Well, for me, a lot of things happened to me in this couple of months time.

Can anyone tell me...how to talk to a girl, i mean, guys too, but girls more important, well, maybe it's just because i talk with girls more. I need to have a crash course on how to talk to girls. I mean, ok, either it's this law or something, but i seem to offend my girl-friends( as in "girl" "friends") . Everytime i talk to them, it's like you know, i offend them in some way, i don't even know how did i offend them in the first place. And then there's the next case, the "shy guy " and the "shy girl" case. I can't seem to talk to girls that i seem to be interested to be friends with. For instance, there was this girl, who is in the same tuition centre with me. I kinda like, hav a crush on her, but i just thought maybe it'll be better if we juz be friends, and so, i tried again and again, to make myself bold enough to talk to this particular girl, but i failed myself, again and again, until today. Well, today's the last day for tuition, so I'll probably never gonna see her again in my life. What a ending i get in the end...

So there you go, me, my self, and my own-bloody-good-for-nothing-not-brave-enough-to-talk-to-a-girl-and-frequently-offending-other-friends story.

Anybody out there wanna help me?

Oh yeah, by the way,  thanks for reading this weblog entry. It's a waste of time, though, now get yourself outta here and start doing something useful, you bunch of slackers!!!


Monday, August 04, 2003

Hi guys!!! So, what's been up??? It's the same for me, it's just that, nowadays, my mum doesn't like me to go out at night, well, thanks "surfinblondie" for your reply!!! And my beloved Ai Hui too,love u. Trials will be around August, and then SPM 5th November,hehe,pray for me ah!

By the way,what's your name,"surfinblondie" and "xXsugar_N_spik3sxX??? I can't be calling u guys that way all the time right? Anyway, before i go, this is one cool song frommy favorite band, Evanescence, well,not the song, just thelyrics, enjoy, till then, adios, chill..........

my immortal

my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase


Tuesday, July 29, 2003

Hi guys and girls!!! How are you all the cool dudes out there? Great? Well, good for you if it's great, if it's bad, don't worry, I am here to comfort you(sorry,girls only,hahaha!). Ok, I am extremely happy this week, which is the total opposite of last week, why? Because, I am finally free from all those stupid works that those stupid teachers put me through(anyways, a special thank you to "surfinblondie" and "xXsugar_N_spik3sxX" for your comments, love you guys a lot) . now, I 'm finally free from prefect duties and club activities, i can enjoy "real" student life. No more teachers ordering me to do this and do that, sooooooooooooo happy now! ok, that's it from me this time, until then, adios, and chill.....


Friday, July 18, 2003

Today, sadly, is the worst day of my life..... today everything went wrong. I really, really don't know what to say but, ...............want to cry now........adios......



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